October 20, 2013
I don't wanna tell you that I long to see your face
I'm scared it might scare you away
and I don't wanna tell you that sometimes I think of you and smile
cause time with you is time enough for now.
But I don't know how long I can stick around and be
just another friend time and time again and hold my tongue.
I don't know how long before it breaks me down inside
and all my strength has gone away, and it's too late before I say
I'm falling for you.
I'm trying hard to be myself but I always seem to fail
I'm afraid I'm not the one you know so well
cause every time I'm near you I just seem to lose my head
and spend my time admiring instead.
I'm torn between the chance for everything and a price that I can't pay
losing you is something that I'd never chose so I'll just have to wait
but it kills me everyday.
I don't wanna tell you sometimes I think of you and smile.
This is shit.