June 21, 2015

Dear Future Husband #001

Dear future husband,

I fall in love with the rhythm of the piano. But I don't know how to play it, I'm so stupid in learning music notes. And I don't think you can play it for me either, hahaha.

I have this dream of owning a piano in our future house, a slick black one. We can place it in the hall, under our family potrait which will be replaced each time our family grows in number.

Our child (or maybe children ghaha) would be growing up with the piano. I won't force him to like it, but maybe, if we let him (or them) touch the keys since his early years of living, he'll like it. It would be even better if it becomes his passion. I won't force him to take exams in order to earn higher grades, I just want him to know how play it.

I don't care if our child would be playing it day or night, I would be happy to listen to his melody.

We can sit on the couch together, and watch him play. We would be laughing as he struggles to find a perfect note for the song, or when he frowns as he sees the music sheet that is full of semiquavers along the bar. And he will be grumpy haha, that's for sure.

And whenever you're not around (as you're always busy anyway haha), I want to sit by his side as he plays. He'll be showing off his skills then, or maybe making a song out of silly things. And that is when he'll become a mommy's boy. I hope you won't be mad, hahaha.

So dear future husband, will you make my dream comes true?

June 19, 2015

Tiada pasangnya

'Orang kata, kalau selalu amek gambar kerusi kosong, maknanya forever alone.'

Boleh tahan kelakar jugak la statement tu. Sebab kadang-kadang aku pun ada amek gambo kerusi kosong jadi subjek. Ha ha.

Well, sekali pun jadi loner, or lone ranger, I don't think it's a big deal. Not even a crime in fact. Badan dia, dia yang rasa nak duduk sorang-sorang, biaq pi dia la kan?

Asal jalan sorang, or duduk sorang, terus kena cop as loner. Well, secara harafiahnya, yes he's alone. So what kalau dia alone sekalipun?

Ada orang ambil kisah kalau dia kena mark as loner, and some don't give a damn about it.

Malas ambil pusing

Ada masa, kita rasa macam malas sangat nak layan orang. Terasa nak duduk sorang, tak payah deal dengan apa-apa kat kiri kanan depan belakang.

Imagine, kawan kau pok pek pok pek tak berhenti, panas juga telinga. Lagi-lagi topik yang tak berapa nak berkembang, asal jumpa je buka cerita yang sama. Daripada buat dosa kering mengumpat dalam hati, why don't kau cari jalan selamat; by being alone. Duduk sorang, pasang headphones, layan lagu sambil scroll social medias. Cool?

Orang keliling tak faham apa yang kita buat

'Lama lagi ke weh? Kau amek gambar ni nak buat apa?'

Yang ni boleh bikin panas. Bila aku keluar untuk buat apa yang aku suka, kau cakap 'macam ni la member, bukan nak mengajak'. Dah ajak, kau pulak yang banyak cekadak suruh aku cepat. Silap aku jugak la bawak orang yang tak sekepala.

See? Patutnya kita happy bila dapat buat something yang kita enjoy buat (or should I say, hobby?). Tapi bila dah jadi macam tu, tang mana nak happynya? So again, jalan selamat, kau tolak tepi apa dia cakap, kau buat je sorang.

I admit, aku lagi selesa sorang kadang-kadang. Sebab nak fikir pasal orang, mehhhh aku bukan orang yang reti handle manusia. I fail miserably.

Sah-sah tak boleh kerja dengan Human Resource Department (lol!)

So daripada aku sakitkan hati orang dengan perangai tak semenggah aku ni, better aku jadi loner, ye dok? Hidup je setakat ni, no worries.

p/s: Terima kasih kepada yang reti bersabar dengan iter selama ni hiks

June 17, 2015

A bad boy can turn himself into a good one for a girl.

But a good girl can be a bad one for a boy.

Not fair, isn't it?