November 26, 2015

I've read too much love stories I guess. And I can't wait to write a book of mine. Each of them is sweet in its own way. Why is it sweet? Because they are not just madly in love, but they are also sincere in loving each other.


A book? Ya, maknanya, panjang berjela hua hua hua hua

November 21, 2015

Balloon, and I

Balloon has always attracted me with its super duper strong force. In fact, whenever I see free balloon giveaways, I'll be right there queing up together with children (most of the time, depends on the situation lol). Hahaha yup, I don't give a damn.

But, it won't stay long with me. It is not because of it popped or flew away, but I could not bear the toddlers's eyes eyeing on the balloon in my possession. You know, those kind of eyes that say 'please give me the balloon'.

So, I'll hold on to it until I head home. Can you see the struggles? I have to endure those eyes (I CANNOT STAND THEIR PLEADING EYES BECAUSE THEY ARE JUST TOO ADORABLE AND AAAAAA I'M SUCH A SOFTIE DEMMIT) all way long.

Yesterday, there was a free balloon giveaway. But, I did not join the crowd because there are so many children waiting for the lady to give them each a balloon. My friends, however, managed to grab two of them. I was like whaaaat and she said, 'I took it for you okay' (MUEHEHEHE MY FRIENDS HAVE KNOWN ME TOO WELL FOR THIS HIHIHI). I'm so happy, and ignored everything around me.

I thought of bringing it home, but as I went down the escalator and heading to the carpark, I saw a girl with her brother and parents, waiting for the lift. I showed my balloon to her, and she nodded with a big smile. As I handed her the balloon, she said 'Thank you aunty'. Glad that I could make a child happy.

p/s: Aunty pun boleh lololololollllll

November 16, 2015

He that got married at 20

His name is Zarif, and I've known him since 2013. He is a crackhead; he loves to joke around and annoy people with his jokes (well not really 'annoyed', but I do feel like choking him at times). 

Without our knowledge, we have a lot in common. The first is that both of us are in the same age, and we share the same passion of wrecking our heads in the world of accounting. Both of us favour to engage with people, that is how we first get to know each other, which is through volunteering. He believes in high school love, and so do I. But, the thing that differs us is that he sealed his belief with a halal knot by marrying the one that he loves at a very young age.

This is not a post solely about his recent wedding, but a piece of mind that I had after hearing his love story in brief.

He'd known her since Year 3 in primary school. He's unsure when did he realised that he likes her, yet he started to make a move on her during the preparation for PMR (as I've stated earlier, he's crazy). 

Aisyah, his beautiful wife, is such a darling. A very wife-material choice I have to admit, tip top. She is a year younger than us, but I believe she is smart and wise. She spoke softly, and brought herself as a wife to Zarif very well (she recognised my friend and I before Zarif had a chance to indroduce us, I'm honoured).



They are so lucky as both families blessed their decision to get married at a very young age, in fact they are still studying.

Most people say that high school lovers won't last, but they manage to prove it wrong. I've been eyeing on their love story in Instagram since Zarif told me that he's engaged. On his wedding day, he treated Aisyah like a queen, I could see that he loves her sincerely.


Barakallah my friend. May Allah bless your marriage till the end of your life. Anddddddddd please don't stop being a crackhead, even when you have children later on.

November 15, 2015

Dalam keras, tipulah takde langsung sekelumit perangai manja.
Perempuan gaiss..
Hal dunia ni banyak cabang yang perlu diselesaikan.

Hati pulak rindu.

Tapi bila diluah, bunyi macam mengada. Tak cakap, takut dianggap lupa.

Takpe la, simpan je dalam hati.

November 12, 2015

3 Muka

Kita semua ada tiga muka. Muka pertama yang kebanyakan orang tengok, lagi-lagi apa yang strangers nampak. Muka kedua, muka dengan orang yang selalu ada dengan kita, macam family, kawan baik and boyfriend. Muka ketiga, muka yang kita sahaja tahu macam mana, sebab selalunya muka ni ada masa kita tengah ada masalah atau rasa gila babun punya down.

Muka kedua. Tak ramai yang nampak aku dengan muka ni. Selalunya ramai yang kata aku muka ketat.

Tapi bila aku dah tonjolkan muka ni pada orang yang aku dah selesa, dia yang tak boleh terima. Mungkin dia selesa dengan suasana 'stranger' dulu kot? Entah.

November 8, 2015

Define woman

A real man never hurt a woman.

Be very careful when you make a woman cry, because God counts her tears.

A woman came out from man's rib, not his feet to be walked on, nor his head to be superior, but from his side to be equal. Under the arm to be protected, and beside his heart to be loved.